Hey guys tonight I am deleting my blog
Tumblr has opened up a world of things over the years good and bad. It has been a beautiful discovery that has been a place that has filled the loneliness of my depression and help me express my self and be heard when I had no one else to listen to me. I have updated so much of my life on here and I love seeing how much I have grown. I have met some fabulous people who have really inspired me , I have developed my style of things I like and I’ve learnt allot about culture and humans that I probably wouldn’t of , and for that I am a better person. In many ways it has been harmful too tho , when I first had this blog aged 13 it lead me into a horrible eating disorder and spiral of depression that I have been living out of for the last 3 years. I’m not blaming tumblr , but it did open me up too allot of things that triggered it. The last two years I have been following allot more positive blogs and in that experienced the good side of tumblr. I have decided to delete this blog because I want to stop focussing on the outer appearance of myself by always subconsciously looking at imagines of people, over sexualised pictures and other things that just are unhealthy for me. I no longer want to immerse myself in any of it. This is a step forward for me and I think if I stop focussing on the beauty of the world and start looking at myself in truth I will be able to break free completely from my struggles. Thank you so much to anyone who has followed me , you all don’t know how much you have helped me, whether it be messaging me when I am down or just inspiring me and uplifting me , I can’t quite word how thankful I am but just know I love you allot.i really do wish you all the best in your journey and in your future. Tumblr is a lovely place , but don’t forget how beautiful the world is and how much it needs you too haha. Immerse yourself in the real beauty that you are , you are all incredible xxxx

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i loathe loathe loathe LOATHE the popular false dichotomy between intelligence and creativity. THE TWO ARE NOT MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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things i (re)learnt today :) 
1. At the moment the city is the place I feel most inspired and hopeful so I will be visiting it more regularly
2. I need to leave the house more often
3. There is so much beauty in this world ahhh <3
4.I am v excited for right now and for the future
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